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Awaken Your Essence

TRAVEL WITHIN TO CREATE WITHIN TO AWAKEN YOUR ESSENCE TO BECOME AN AWAKENED PORTAL.

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I’M SO GLAD WE FOUND EACH OTHER

Beautiful Creator or Creatrix, if you’ve found your way here and feel that call, that intuitive pull to be in this energy space, it’s likely because a part of you is ready to reconcile, to come back to yourself. You’re ready to fully land in this physical reality, to be present in your body, open your heart space, and ground your higher-dimensional frequencies—your soul—into manifestation.

Well, you’ve come to the right place, because that’s what I’m here to support you with. One of the gifts I’ve been given by the divine is my catalytic energetic field. Looking back on my journey, I realize this has always been my natural gift—the ability to guide people back to themselves.

In doing so, they naturally reconnect with their original signature, their divine essence, and with God. From there, their path unfolds in more magical, synchronistic ways. It doesn’t mean challenges won’t come, but when they do, you’ll feel supported because you can finally trust yourself. And in trusting yourself, you trust God, you trust the infinite source of the universe to guide you on how to move and respond. This is the essence of the journey I’ve been on.

Towards the end of my twenties, my soul chose to disconnect. At first, I didn't understand why, but now I see it was to experience what my human self needed for deeper maturity. I needed to anchor my multidimensional self and support the collective in this time of ungrounded awakening.

So, I went through about five years of disconnection to understand the intricacies of what people go through when they’re cut off from Source. Growing up, I had an innate trust in myself and the divine. My life wasn’t free of challenges, but it was filled with magical synchronicities that guided me. I always felt supported, never alone. I took risks because I trusted I would be caught. I wasn’t looking outside of myself for answers.

But I still had things to work on. For me, it was codependency, especially in relationships. I often felt like a little girl searching for a savior. These were energies I needed to address. When I disconnected from my higher self and lost self-trust, I learned what it truly takes to reconnect. I’ve had the privilege of experiencing both life connected to Source and life disconnected.

When you’re disconnected, you’re operating from the mind, stuck in loops, repeating patterns, and reacting emotionally. You’re constantly searching for peace, but never quite finding it. It’s exhausting. The more trauma we experience, the more fragmented our soul’s consciousness becomes. We start looking for things outside ourselves to sustain us and get stuck in a cycle of fight, flight, or freeze.

After that five-year pendulum swing of disconnection, my soul said, “It’s time to reawaken.” I left my marriage, and a few months later, I had a massive Kundalini awakening. It rocked my world. Suddenly, my light body and physical body came fully online. But I quickly realized that, despite this activation, my mental and emotional bodies weren’t aligned. There was a split in my psyche—half of me was connected, while the other half was trying to catch up.

In the midst of this, many gifts opened up: the ability to activate energy in others, to help them purge emotions, and to act as a catalyst for transformation. But I struggled to ground these energies into my physical reality.

This led me to understand where the spiritual community is today—full of beautiful souls who are ungrounded, floating around, disconnecting from what they perceive as the "false matrix." But to truly master this reality, we must learn to navigate it fully.

We’re here to create and bring things from the spirit world into manifestation. If you’re here to impact the health industry, education, arts, or any other field, you have the ability to tap into your multidimensional self and ground that energy as you heal and return to wholeness.

As spiritual beings, we need to train our human selves to align with our multidimensional nature. Our soul doesn’t need healing—it’s already limitless. It's the human self that needs to come into alignment with divine will. We’re here to build a new civilization based on heart-centered, Christ consciousness.

My desire is to help you come back to yourself, to free yourself so you can then free others. We do this by plugging into the Original Source Consciousness, our original blueprint, and Christ consciousness. And it all begins within the body.

When we work together, I’ll show you how to travel within, how to connect with your emotions, and how to expand your consciousness. We’ll work on cultivating the energies your human self needs to take meaningful action in the world.

I know this has been long, so if you’re still with me, thank you. Tune in to what resonates. If this speaks to you, explore my site and feel free to reach out. Let’s walk this journey together. Let’s create within and awaken your essence to become the awakened portal you’re here to be.

Kundalini Oracle

Introducing the Kundalini Journey Oracle Deck—your guide to navigating the energetic journey of spiritual awakening and ascension. This 79-card deck, featuring elegant gold-edged cards, is designed to help you innerstand the unfolding of your energy, both within and around you. Included with the deck is a 180-page booklet, offering deep insights, channeled messages, and invocations to help you connect more profoundly with your spiritual journey and enrich your readings.

Each card is embedded with light codes.

The Holy Trinity is a universal principle that reflects the core of existence: the dynamic interplay of energies that brings creation into being. Found across spiritual teachings, nature, and science, it reveals the balance of masculine, feminine, and integrating forces—a blueprint for understanding both the cosmos and ourselves.

The Holy Trinity: The Sacred Blueprint of Creation

Feminine Energy: 

The Creative Principle

The feminine energy is the force of receptivity and creation:

  • It is the creative void, the cosmic womb, where all possibilities reside.

  • It nurtures, flows, and connects, bringing balance and harmony to the structure provided by the masculine.

Symbolism: The electron, dynamic and fluid, embodies the movement and nurturing qualities of the feminine.

Affirmation: “I honor the creative force within me, nurturing life with love and flow.”

Masculine Energy: 

The Active Principle

The masculine energy is the force of activation and structure:

  • It provides the framework for life and creation, anchoring the flow of energy into form.

  • It reflects qualities like clarity, focus, and action, guiding us to bring ideas and intentions into reality.

Symbolism: The proton, the positive charge that anchors the atom, mirrors the stability and presence of the masculine.

Affirmation: “I honor the active principle within me, bringing my visions into reality with clarity and purpose.”

The Integrating Force:

Divine Neutrality

The integrating force unites the masculine and feminine:

  • It is the energy of balance and wholeness, where dualities dissolve into unity.

  • This force represents the zero-point energy, the space of infinite potential that holds everything in balance.

Symbolism: The neutron, with no charge, stabilizes the atom, reflecting the harmony of the integrating force.

Affirmation: “I honor the unity within me, balancing all energies in harmony.”

The Holy Trinity in Creation

At its core, the Holy Trinity represents three interconnected forces that work together in perfect harmony:

  1. Masculine Energy: Stability, structure, and activation.

  2. Feminine Energy: Flow, creativity, and receptivity.

  3. Unity or Integrating Force: The neutral energy that balances and harmonizes the polarities, bringing them into alignment.

This trinity appears throughout existence:

  • Mind, Body, Spirit: The unity of our being.

  • Masculine, Feminine, Divine Neutrality: The energies within us and the universe.

  • Birth, Life, Death: The eternal cycle of creation.

Affirmation: “I honor the Holy Trinity within me, the balance of stability, flow, and unity.

The Holy Trinity 

The 369 Principle

The Holy Trinity is deeply connected to the 369 principle, where:

  • 3 represents the Trinity: unity of forces (mind, body, spirit; masculine, feminine, neutrality).

  • 6 represents the nurturing feminine energy of harmony and flow.

  • 9 represents the masculine energy of transformation and completion.

This pattern mirrors the dynamic balance of creation, where unity gives rise to duality, and duality evolves into wholeness.

The Holy Trinity Across Dimensions

The Holy Trinity is not limited to one realm but reflects the interplay of forces in various dimensions:

  1. Physical: The cycles of nature—birth, growth, and transformation.

  2. Energetic: The interplay of chakras, where masculine and feminine energies must balance for full alignment.

  3. Spiritual: The divine connection of creation, where the void births all form.

Ask yourself : Do I have enough structure to support my creativity? Am I flowing too much without grounding my ideas?

Affirmation: “I align with the Holy Trinity in all dimensions of my being, honoring the cycles of creation.”

1:1 SESSIONS

  • Welcome to a journey of embodiment and awakening, where I guide you to connect deeply with your essence, activate your energy, and learn to flow harmoniously with it. My work with you is an energetic dance—one that not only sparks and expands dormant energies but also supports you in cultivating an intimate, sustainable relationship with your own energy field. Here, you learn to Experience, Express, and Embody your true self, taking steps toward becoming an awakened portal of your own divine essence.

    Activating and Expanding Your Energy
    In my sessions, we work within a quantum healing space that allows your dormant energies to awaken and flow freely. As you enter this sacred container, you connect with the presence of your Higher Self, accessing layers of your own wisdom and potential. For those with active energies, I help you clear pathways within so your energy can stabilize and expand, inviting a flow that aligns you with your true essence. Through guided energetic practices, we release the blockages, align you with higher frequencies, and activate deeper aspects of your being.

    Guidance for the Embodiment Journey
    Once your energies begin to flow, the journey of embodiment truly begins. I guide you to harness this life force energy in a grounded, balanced way, showing you how to work with it rather than against it. Whether you’re navigating Kundalini or other powerful energies, I am here to help you release control, surrender to the experience, and trust the unfolding process. Together, we create the space for you to explore and deepen your own energetic gifts, teaching you practices to keep your energy centered and aligned.

    Travel Within to Awaken and Become
    This work is a path of self-discovery—an inner pilgrimage where you travel within to create, to awaken, and ultimately to embody the essence of who you are. As you move through these stages, from inner exploration to creative self-expression, you awaken your true essence. In time, you become an awakened portal, an embodiment of your divine nature, radiating the frequencies of love, wisdom, and presence.

    These sessions are open to all who feel the call—whether your energies are dormant, active, or somewhere in between. Each journey is unique, shaped by where you are and what you need at this moment. Together, let’s deepen your experience, expression, and embodiment of the true you.

  • Click the BOOK a DAY button above to look at my schedule and feel free to book the dates and times that work best for you.

  • The exchange is $155.55 for 75min - 90min.

    I offer a sliding scale for those who truly need it. Send me an email.

WORDS OF INSIGHT

BRITTANY KRUP

“I never knew, how capable I was of extreme rawness & vulnerability without regret or fear until I started this journey of coaching with Stephanie “


NATALIE MARTINEZ

“It is truly a blessing to be able to work with you on such a deep level. Thank you for the guidance and the trust in showing me your full essence so that I could see myself reflected in you. Knowing that there are people out there doing the work that you do gives me so much hope for humanity.”


MARA

“Thank you for guiding me to the deepest parts of myself and holding such a sacred space for my most vulnerable aspects to emerge, be heard, seen, and felt. I am grateful for your support in helping me free myself from the weight of shame that I had been carrying and using as self-punishment. It was empowering to have a space where I could unload and express my most shameful thoughts, fears, and past stories once and for all. Thank you for creating this transformative and healing experience.”



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