Hello There!I AM
In the simplicity of "I AM" lies the profound essence of existence and divine connection. This powerful declaration transcends identity and ego, grounding you in the present moment while aligning you with your highest self. Embracing "I AM" invites boundless possibilities, as it reflects your true nature and infinite potential. It is a reminder that within you resides the spark of the Divine, capable of manifesting your deepest desires and embodying pure love and light.
About MeMy Journey
Hey there, I'm Stephanie, first-generation Cuban-American and my story is one of transformation, courage, and deep spiritual connection. As a first-generation Cuban-American and a proud mama to my precious baby boy, I've walked a path that often went against the grain of our 3-D world.
From a young age, I was on a quest to understand the greater parts of myself and the divine. There’s always been a deep thirst for internal liberation and a desire for freedom, authenticity, and inner truth. This driving force behind my life often conflicted with societal norms, leading to a human experience that has been anything but easy.
Growing up, I sensed and knew things beyond the surface – a gift of Claircognizance-Clairsentience. These innate abilities are part of our birthright, but many of us suppress them. I chose to bring them to the surface as part of the grand reawakening.
As a child with a veil slightly lifted, I felt things deeply, knew things before they happened, and had conversations with adults that went way beyond my years. It wasn't always easy, especially in middle school, where my unique perspective made it hard for others to relate to me.
The messages I absorbed while growing up echoed judgment. I was considered too outspoken, too much, maybe even a little crazy. These labels left a scar of inadequacy, a feeling that something was wrong with me. My journey toward healing was ignited in the 7th-8th grade when I dived into the world of self-help, searching for answers to soothe my soul.
Emotional guidance was scarce in my childhood. I tried my best to navigate through life, even taking on a parenting role for myself and emotionally supporting my mother after my dad left when I was just six.
Through this, I understood that these wounds were generational, passed down through time. The same wounds that lived within me echoed in my parents and grandparents. It was a cycle, a pattern that needed breaking.
In 2014, my life took a dramatic turn. I was managing events for Grey Goose but felt a profound disconnect. I sold my belongings, left my job, and embarked on a solo journey with just $10,000 and intuition as my compass. I explored 11 countries, over 22 cities, and planted my feet in Bali before it became the sensation it is today. Guided by spirit, I embraced this adventure fully.
Seven months after my return, I met my husband. Life was evolving, and so was I. But what followed was a whirlwind – marriage, a family business, a new city, and pregnancy, all in quick succession. It was a lot, a fusion of joy and emotional turbulence. After giving birth to my son, I ventured back into social media and blogging – reclaiming pieces of myself I'd lost. The desire to share, inspire, and guide others fueled my coaching practice.
As my coaching practice flourished, the cracks in my marriage became evident. A dynamic emerged that was incompatible, one where my growth and inner alignment clashed with an energy of guilt trips and control.
The energy of Kundalini slowly entered my life, initially causing intense blackout migraines as my consciousness awakened me from the slumbers of my marriage.
One day while laying in bed, I heard my higher self say, "If you don’t leave your marriage, your life mission will pass you by." That was enough to get my attention. After my marriage began to dismantle faster, I divorced, and three months later, I found myself having a Kundalini activation.
The path was intense, like navigating through a storm, but it revealed my own reactivity from the years of dealing with narcissism – a defense mechanism that had nestled within me.
Kundalini energy amplified my awakening, a journey of highs and lows, dismantling my external world as it unveiled my inner truths. The more I resisted, the more chaos ensued. But within that storm, I found transformation, a path back to the light that had always been within me.
But my path has not been easy, for I have traveled through many winding roads. See, when something greater than yourself attempts to lead your life, your human experience will get rocked. Especially walking the path of the Divine Feminine that's when you’ll meet the energy of organized chaos, and true KALI style my human world was flipped on its head.
Pursuing my spiritual journey and following the inner call has led to many painful sacrifices – the biggest one of all being my son. I had to let him go and give him up to his father, even though I delayed it for as long as I could. The higher part of me knew my life was about to enter into massive chaos, and I did not want my son caught in the whirlwind of my own unraveling.
This decision often felt selfish and heart-wrenching, but I had to trust that this transformation would ultimately lead to a better, more authentic version of myself. I believed that this growth would benefit my son and our lineage, even if it was hard to see at the moment. I had to let go of control and allow the divine to take the wheel.
So, here I stand – a cosmic explorer, an activator and an igniter of remembrance, I've danced through darkness and light. Through every twist and turn, I’ve come to realize that exploration isn’t just about external adventures – it’s about diving deep within, uncovering the layers of the self, and embracing the multidimensionality of experiences that shape us. It’s about understanding the dance of energies and finding the resonance that aligns with our truest essence.
If you're reading this, then you're no ordinary being. You are here to awaken from the dream while still in the dream.
But it all begins with you – your journey of healing and reclaiming all that’s been suppressed and oppressed, a transformation that echoes through generations. It starts with the FEMININE energy within you, allowing your inner feminine to cleanse, restore, and guide you. For the feminine within is here to liberate you as you restore and reclaim the sacred union within, activating the HOLY TRINITY.
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