You are coming into this human experience and even though I am so happy that you are, at the same time I am also very scared and sad.
How can I ever shield you from all the hardness of this world?
I can’t and the truth is, it’s not my job either. You are choosing to come into this human experience because of that very reason. You here to have your own experiences based on whatever theme you are choosing to explore and perhaps whatever changes you are bringing in with you, into this earth realm.
Still, my heart breaks because as beautiful as this realm is, it’s nothing like where we come from. This place can be very cruel and harsh and we have this thing called emotions- that we are forced to feel ( although not everyone chooses to feel them, and that is partly one of the reason why this place called EARTH is so dense and harsh) but still if you choose to feel it all- which you should; it is the most difficult thing you will bear because the highs are highs and the lows are well, very low….
My child, life is a fairytale and then it’s not. It’s beautiful and ugly, kind and unkind, it’s known and unknown, it’s an in-between of it all…
Life will tear you down at times and it will be your job to build yourself back up and to keep pushing forward. It will force you to decide who you are and who you are not and sometimes, it will even call on you to recreate yourself anew.
There may come moments when you will want to stay down but those will be the moments where you will have to fight the hardest to stay up. To keep the faith alive, and even more to keep a part of your innocence and pureness alive.
So many souls have hardened and lost their way. They’ve lost their faith, their innocence, and pureness in this experience – and those are the things that keep us connected to who we really are- beyond this experience. I know you’re a wise soul, I know how long you’ve been waiting to join me in this human experience. I know you chose me or perhaps we chose each other, long ago. I just hope I can do my best for you. I hope that I don’t taint you with any of my own negative experiences. I hope that I can keep your true essence alive while simultaneously preparing you for the not so pretty parts of life.
I want to you to know and discover all the beautiful sides of life, I want you to see the best parts of people, I want you to dream big, I want you to believe in yourself, in life and in people. But at the same time, I want you to know that people will disappoint you. Life will disappoint you and you might even disappoint yourself.
Nothing is black or white, nothing remains forever the same, you will not forever remain in the highs of life, but you will also never remain at the lows of life. You have to navigate the in-betweens because this earth realm is all about the in-betweens. You must learn to walk the middle path…
I will be your guiding light but before I could be that light for you- I needed to stand in my power, to be in my true essence. And even though there have been moments in my life where I have given away my power and inherited constant self-doubt. But I have been reawakened and redirected thanks to YOU. I have stepped into my power now and nothing nor no-one will ever take that from me again.
Even more so now, because I have you inside of me growing. Waiting to come forth and when you do I will be ready for YOU. I will be the guide you need to light your path, to allow your true power and essence to come forth without corruption on my part. I love you now and forever. I cannot wait to meet you, to hold you and love you. To share, to learn with and from you. As you have already reminded me of much that I had forgotten.
Thank you for growing inside of me and for the calm center you have given me at a time of most need.
Your Mom to be